I found out today that my grandma doesn’t want to be buried, she wants to be cremated.

Is it wrong or weird of me to want to keep the ashes? I mean I don’t want them in a creepy way I would just want them so that it would still be like she’s around in some way. I won’t have a grave to visit so it would be nice to have something to keep around to love because i mean she is my favorite person ever for pete’s sake.

I just don’t know. she wants to be cremated because she says that wants she’s gone she wants to stay gone she doesn’t want to come back. I just don’t know. I don’t like thinking about this. It makes me sick.